So turning 25 (haha) wasn't as bad as I thought it would be... I had a blast on the east coast for my national holiday and I don't necessarily
While cruising on the VH1 website looking at the cast of Love and Hip Hop, I was reading the bio's of these women. And I started to get pissed off. Why you ask? Well I will share a secret with you guys... I always envisioned myself in-front or behind the screens of entertainment. I go into Swarovski (which is my guilty pleasure) and I look at a lot of the pieces and wonder WTF designed some of this shit. Meaning I have ideas of what pieces should be. I have ideas of what people should wear depending on their body shape. Yaw see where I'm going with this. But then the practical me starts to talk...
"Cyn, you know there is a recession going on" ... "But you don't know anyone to start designing/styling/acting"... etc. And to be quite honest, I think I am capable of doing anything I want because I am just that talented. Just show me a few times and I am good to go... But is it too late for me to pursue my dreams? Should I just stick to what I know and stay working in gubment/corp America? Am I being a punk? I'm so perplexed... I guess ill go to sleep on this one. Has anyone have this same problem? Speak to me people!!!
